Well, I was feeling helpless And I was feeling lost The world is a place of chaos Escapism was the only option
The only that came to my mind That led me to somewhere Felt like nothing else would exist And let go of any control
Well, at first place I fell for that face
The only that remained in my mind That led me to somewhere I Felt like nothing else would exist And let go of any control
The ride is like a rollercoaster Let’s leave the road behind Cause my dreams are all blind Let me leave tears behind
Everytime when I’m alone And nobody’s there to reach out to I can hear these voices coming They tell me some scary stories
They want me to be afraid To be full of doubts about you Like I didn’t deserve joy and love And that’s just all in my head
Trapped in what we are doing there Tagged by my projected emotions I took a pill right before it started Cannot remember was it red or blue
Torn between two worlds I’m on the road again The one which goes directly To the crossroad of decision
The wind is getting colder There’s an ocean full of sadness And I’m the only one who sees Until the ground of the water
Like I’m receiving an insight I’m running up the hills Heaven is one call away Since I see her in you
When we’re not there I always feel like cut-off And that was how I started wondering
Cannot touch her Can I see her now? But I know it’s there She’s still somewhere
The only one coming to my mind Who led me to somewhere I Felt like nothing else would exist And let go of any control